Source: Surging News
Author: Liu Lu
After the employees of Weilai revealed that after half a year, I went to the hot search for three emergency news for nearly 500 hours, and Mao Jiani simply brought his eye -catching title, and continued to focus on the work at hand.
As a UI designer of a large Internet factory, she works at the company for 13 hours every day.She said that she had only work and no life.There are irregular meetings every day. I can't go home on time. "Sometimes I work while crying, how hard is it possible?"chant".
Wang Yan did a content review at a Beijing media company in Beijing. When the company had fewer hands, he needed to work from 9 am to 12 pm. There was no lunch break in the middle."Overtime is normal, and it is not fresh without overtime." At the age of 30, he came to the crossroads of life. Wang Yan stood at the left and looked at it. I didn't know where to go."Seeing 35 years old, the room was not bought, the daughter -in -law did not marry, and the job was not easy to change. Portrait was stuck here."
35 years old seems to be the professional watershed of young people in big cities, which makes many people feel anxious.Mao Jiani calculated that although the salary is high now, it will not be able to do it for a few years. If the salary will become less, it will be fine until retirement.Wang Yan wanted to earn enough 2 million (RMB, the same below), and returned to his hometown to buy a house in full, finding a job that does not need to work overtime.Faced with the upcoming 35 years old, Mao Jiani and Wang Yan both felt deeply impressed. Various problems in marriage, child, and pension were in front of them."Money can bring a sense of security." They all hoped to earn more money when they were working to reduce the burden on the future.
"I feel very happy to brush a mobile phone in the toilet"
Every time I work overtime, Mao Jiani said to herself, "Add this time."
In the eyes of many people, Mao Jiani's work is very decent.Beijing Internet manufacturers are designed, with stable work, wide vision, and high income.But the reality is also very sensible, because Mao Jiani does not know what else is.
When I arrive at the company at 9 am, the normal off -work hours are 6 pm. Although the company stipulates that elasticity will get off work, no one will get off at this point, and there is a tacit understanding between colleagues.There is no overtime fee. After 7 o'clock, you can eat overtime meals. Every time you eat meals, Mao Jiani will return to the workshop to continue working, and it continues until 9 o'clock in the evening.When I was chatting with reporters, she was still annoyed by working overtime the day before: "I worked for 13 hours in the unit yesterday."
Every time she stares at the long working time displayed on the punch machine, Mao Jiani will feel extremely tired, dragging her heavy legs out of the office building.Looking back at the upstairs, she was still light, and her shadow was stretched a little bit, like her patience about this job, disappearing a little bit.
The work can't be done, Mao Jiani will take the job home to continue doing it."Sometimes when I come back from the unit at night, I continue to dry after washing the face, and do it until 2 am or 4 o'clock in the morning. I can't finish it. When I encounter two items, I have to work overnight. I dream many times.See) The hair is white. "
Mao Jiani felt ridiculous, "What did the company give me, I was living with this. But the life is endless, and people think that you are low." As a UI designer, Mao Jiani's main job isCooperate with the company project as a design drawing.
In the company, overtime is normal.Mao Jiani asked his colleagues around him, "He told me that he basically went to bed at 2 o'clock every day, knowing tired, but there was no way, he needed to complete work." Although he hated working overtime, Mao Jiani understood, "If you want to keep with you in the teamQi Ping, it is definitely not possible to get off work normally, it will be relaxed from the phenomenon. "
There are about ten people where Mao Jiani is located, "everyone must have their own irreplaceableness."Mao Jiani didn't understand this before, but felt that she was working, but she was very stressful to watch young people in the team keep coming in.I told myself in my heart that you can't drag your hind legs, you have to go forward.There are competition between the team, and there are competition within the team. The team's mechanism is to eliminate mediocre people.
Mao Jiani's company also listed overtime time as the KPI assessment indicator. The group and the group will rank between the group and the group.Later, the news of sudden death of employees was exposed, and the company canceled the assessment of overtime duration."Although this indicator has been canceled, it has not decreased overtime. Now I will say that the organization's health is."
When talking about frequent overtime, Mao Jiani believes that a large part of the reason is that there are endless meetings every day, which has occupied working hours."There are many meetings, there are many processes, and there are many rules. If the schedule of a project is only three days, there are three meetings a day, accounting for six hours. The working time occupied by the meeting on this day can only be supplemented by overtime.Come back. "Mao Jiani once reported to the leader this problem, but the answer was that he could only solve it himself.
The project must be completed within the schedule, there is no gap between the projects, one project has not yet ended, and the other item is arranged.The densely discharged work made Mao Jiani breathless."I work in a day. Sometimes I squatting a toilet and a mobile phone feels particularly happy. I will be nervous when I go to the toilet for a long time. I will think that I will not be at the workshop for so long, so hurry up."
Mao Jiani said that she had no life, only work.
The house she rented is about 30 minutes' drive from the unit. This room with a monthly rent of 2,600 yuan is just a place to sleep in Mao Jiani's eyes."Come back and wash your face and sleep, and then go to work the next day."
Because of long -term overtime, her life has become disorderly."The room was so chaotic that I didn't have time to clean up. Before the house, two people were running side by side. Now I can only be one person, and the ground has not been dragged for a long time." Mao Jiani could not start in the house."Sometimes I am too tired to wash my hair and wash my hair once every two weeks. Bathing should be a enjoyment, but I think the bathing is too tired, how comfortable it is to lie down for a while."
When asked if this job is happy?Mao Jiani was silent for a while, and replied: "Unhappy." Oversized overtime was a point that caused her unhappy, which could account for 70%.
Three years ago, I came to this Internet company that has attracted much attention in the industry. Mao Jiani once had hope for her career prospect."When I first came, I always worked a lot. I wanted to be seen and wanted to be recognized. I would like to work hard for a few years and be promoted as a small leader."Now when she mentioned her original wishes, her words were full of jokes.
After 30 years of age, Mao Jiani recognized some things: "The current job is to be 35 years old. This place is definitely not easy to wait, and may be cut.I can still stay in the age, all of which are leadership. "
Mao Jiani is not afraid of being layoffs, but she is anxious about future uncertainty.
In the past three years, Mao Jiani said that she was trapped in a cage and repeated a job that could look at the side."I can know what I look like at the end of the year, what it looks like next year, and what it will be at the end of next year. The current state will definitely move to that time, and there will be no changes, but I do"
Money is the source of stress. Mao Jiani is afraid that there will be no money in the future. "Whoever cares about me, now save some money and give a guarantee for the future."
Mao Jiani also calculated what to do after the age of 35, either transfer or go to a small company.She thought of life from nine to five, and it didn't matter if the salary was lower."I plan to take the career of my hometown this year." When speaking, Mao Jiani's expression was hesitant, and she was not ready."Last year I thought about naked resignation to prepare for the exam, but I didn’t dare to resign.There will be pressure at home for a week, because you do n’t make money. Although you have savings, you spend it quickly."
Since last year, Mao Jiani's body has occurred for a while.She recalled that one time because of working overtime the night before, she did not make up for noon the next day. In the afternoon, the heart suddenly jumped very fast, and the ears also had a pain like a needle. "The whole person was very uncomfortable.The table was lying on the table for a long time, and the symptoms were relieved. "Mao Jiani felt that it was too overwhelming to work overtime." I told my brother, if I really have something to do, you have to settle me. "
"Now I am tired and helpless, can't stop, is it worthy of making money?" Mao Jiani sometimes thought about the ultimate significance of life. "One day I was lying in the coffin, fame, fortune, and work.Is it important? Chang Si and death will let me let me let go of something. I think the meaning of life is more than that. But when I enter the trivial job, I will forget this firm. "
When it comes to marriage, Mao Jiani said that the workplace is not friendly to women in marriage. She will consider getting married, but she does not intend to have children."I don't think I have the ability to cultivate the child well, and I am afraid that he complains to me and does not give him a good life." Mao Jiani did not want to take the path that everyone was taking, but because of the public order and social rules, "I have no courage to sayIt is difficult to get back to myself. "
"It has been stolen in the past three years"
In the past three years, Wang Yan's mind couldn't think of anything else, it was a large "job".Basically there is nothing particularly memorable, like amnesia.
At the beginning of this year, Wang Yan wanted to buy a motorcycle. The roommate recommended him a second -hand motorcycle in 2018, saying that the car is very suitable, but it is relatively long. "Did I say this car?'This year in 2023, my elder brother'. I suddenly felt a feeling of being stolen in the past three years. "
In the past three years, in addition to the epidemic, it is work, but the details that Wang Yan recalls are also related to work.
Wang Yan's company is a Internet platform, and the industry is very famous. When he first came to the company, he did a content review.At first, because there were fewer people and a large workload, he often worked overtime."Working at 9 am at 12 o'clock in the morning, the work intensity is very strong. Each group is circled me. Many groups can't see it. Then I will lose my contact. My roommate sees me once a week. We live in a set of sets of sets ofIn the house, his only impression is that I can hear me open every morning and I can hear me closer at night. "
The unit lunch was solved by ordering takeaway. The busiest time, Wang Yan had no time to eat, and even had no time to take takeaway."Once I took a takeaway for lunch, the delivery staff said that it was placed outside. I called at 12 o'clock, and I had time to take it at 3:30 in the afternoon. In the summer, the food might not be fresh, and the takeaway was stunned.Facing the ingenious takeaway, Wang Yan had a moment of doubt, "I felt at that time, what was this for me, is it for eating a deterioration rice, and my heart was particularly uncomfortable." He tried to find other jobs later, but he didn't have any work, but no one did not have any work, but he didn't have any work, but he didn't have any work, but he didn't have any work, but he didn't have any work, but he didn't have any work, but he didn't have any work, but he didn't have any work.Find the right one, you can only stick to your teeth.
Because of frequent overtime, many colleagues in Wang Yan resigned."At that time, there was a little girl in the unit. Her daily work intensity was particularly strong and often worked overtime. One day she cried and called me, saying that she didn't want to come to work. When she thought of going to work, she was afraid. She was afraid when she was at the company.Big, I don't want to come to the company anymore, I don't want to stay here for a second. "Wang Yan said that when she left, her personal items did not clean up, and the computer was helped by other colleagues."You think she hates this job."
Wang Yan's units have always implemented a single rest.In his eyes, the single break is equivalent to not having a break, that is, to go to bed with more time.
"If you encounter overtime one day before you rest, get off work at 12 o'clock, and you will be 1 o'clock at home (in the morning), and you will play the phone in the middle of the night for a while.No. "On the only rest day every week, Wang Yan said that he was like a housewife, washing clothes, cooking, mopping, and sleeping.
If you encounter a recreated, you will be a nightmare.On Sunday, the "May 1st" holiday this year, he would take a break on Sunday. Wang Yan duty on Saturday, because he had to connect to a 12 -day class."It is equivalent to‘ May 1 ’before resting.”
After Zibo barbecue, Wang Yan and his friends took advantage of the holidays to eat."On the way back, the train broadcaster said that the next stop is Beijing. My pressure came, and the happiness disappeared in an instant." I didn't think of the resignation, but Wang Yan wanted to work hard to make more money.The company colleagues said he was a workaholic, but he didn't want to fight like this.He said that he was under great pressure, but more from worldly pressure.
At the age of marriage, Wang Yan still did not find a suitable person to get married.There is no time to fall in love is a reason. The more important and realistic reason is that marriage requires a lot of money.
Wang Yan said that the colorful gift of his hometown is 188,000 is the starting price, 208,000 and 218,000 are the most common. The woman will ask the woman no matter where there is a building, it cannot be built in rural areas.The housing price of my hometown costs seven or eight thousand meters, and a house comes down more than 1 million."I haven't even saved enough money now."
In addition to buying a house, counting the money, giving the woman's three gold, the spending on the date of the meeting, Wang Ye calculated that he found that the money was far away from making enough money."This is very contradictory. When I make enough money, I am in their 40s, and I can't find the object."
Wang Yan tried to find other solutions for this question: "If I am a very free and easy person, I can decide that I do n’t buy a house or car in my life."If", but these assumptions are not established, because he is not a free person. He wants to get married and want to have his own house.
No daughter -in -law. "Because he was not married, Wang Yan had been urged by the family to marry." My mother said me, 'The children are married, you can't get married'. "In addition to the pressure of buying a house and getting married, the age also makes Wang Yan anxious. It is 35 years old, and it will be more difficult to change jobs."Different from the idea a few years ago, the idea at that time was to resign and resign. Now the idea must be found first." People must recognize the reality, and use Wang Yan's words: "recognize life." <"/P>
35 years old like a Kaner, and the unit was still laying off the layoffs a few days ago.Wang Yan was very contradictory. He wanted to change his comfortable job and worried that his income became less.Don't change it, it may be cut in the future.
The reality is like a cold iron barrel, and Wang Yan knocked his head and knocked on the barrel, only hearing the dull echo.
"I still plan to load to buy a house before, and it is not a good time to think about it. I don't know what next year and the next year., I always feel that there are traps wherever I go, but the results may be the same everywhere. "Wang Yan said with a word, his voice was calm and depressed.The room was not bought, her daughter -in -law was not married, her life could not be moved, and she couldn't move at work. Wang Yan said that he was like stuck here.
(at the request of the interviewee, Mao Jiani and Wang Ye in the text are all pseudonyms)